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Well, I thought it might be good to update on what my plans are and what is going on in my life thus far. Not that anyone cares - I just thought that I'd share my thoughts and my ideas with you guys. All I hope is that you read this and give me some feedback? Ha-ha.
#1: Since I last updated, a lot of things have happened to me that I think are significant to mention. I got a job in early June, which I'm happy about; unfortunately, it's at McDonald's. It sucks, but money is money - right? Anyway, I also got a volunteering job at the library down the street from me to keep the rest of my time occupied.
Also, it's been over three months since me and my boo have started dating--which is a good thing. I seriously will break down if this relationship doesn't last longer than my last two and will probably give up on relationships for a while if this one fails. But, I know this one may last a little over a year and that's a good thing then.
Although, let's not say that. It's bad luck to be talking about how long you think the relationship you're in is going to last long.
#2: As I was scrolling through my newly remade personal Tumblr, I found out that my second ex-girlfriend has a new girlfriend. Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for her and that she moved on from me. When I read about it on her page, I felt sick to my stomach and thought, 'I wasn't good enough for her - even if I bought her things, wrote her poems and showered her with love - I wasn't good enough.'
Then, after talking to my current boyfriend (Caleb), he explained that I was feeling guilty and that I should bury that part of my heart that wants her back. I did what he said and occasionally, the thought of talking to her and revealing myself to her will cross my mind. But, I squash that idea -- all I know is that I'm happy for her, I really am.
It hurts from time to time and when I tend to catch myself thinking about her, so I just banish all thought of her from my mind. Then, I return to normal and I go back to what I was doing originally.
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Well, that is all that I have to share with you folks! Thank you for reading and leave your feedback if you want (or can), I'm off to bed seeing as it's past 2 in the morning where I am.
Love you guys!
#1: Since I last updated, a lot of things have happened to me that I think are significant to mention. I got a job in early June, which I'm happy about; unfortunately, it's at McDonald's. It sucks, but money is money - right? Anyway, I also got a volunteering job at the library down the street from me to keep the rest of my time occupied.
Also, it's been over three months since me and my boo have started dating--which is a good thing. I seriously will break down if this relationship doesn't last longer than my last two and will probably give up on relationships for a while if this one fails. But, I know this one may last a little over a year and that's a good thing then.
Although, let's not say that. It's bad luck to be talking about how long you think the relationship you're in is going to last long.
#2: As I was scrolling through my newly remade personal Tumblr, I found out that my second ex-girlfriend has a new girlfriend. Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for her and that she moved on from me. When I read about it on her page, I felt sick to my stomach and thought, 'I wasn't good enough for her - even if I bought her things, wrote her poems and showered her with love - I wasn't good enough.'
Then, after talking to my current boyfriend (Caleb), he explained that I was feeling guilty and that I should bury that part of my heart that wants her back. I did what he said and occasionally, the thought of talking to her and revealing myself to her will cross my mind. But, I squash that idea -- all I know is that I'm happy for her, I really am.
It hurts from time to time and when I tend to catch myself thinking about her, so I just banish all thought of her from my mind. Then, I return to normal and I go back to what I was doing originally.
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Well, that is all that I have to share with you folks! Thank you for reading and leave your feedback if you want (or can), I'm off to bed seeing as it's past 2 in the morning where I am.
Love you guys!
Cosplays
One of these days, I'll see about my friends taking some pictures of me in my Shizuo (DRRR!!), Russia/Ivan Braginsky (Hetalia), Tuxedo!Haruka (Sailor Moon) and Meg (Supernatural) cosplays. c:
So, I would look forward to seeing those soon... hopefully. :XD:
A weekend with my honey!
Exactly what the title says! I get to spend the entire weekend with my loving and sweetheart of a man, Cale. So, instead of going to Detour, I'm heading up to Brainerd for the weekend to spend it with Cale. :meow:
He's going to pick me up from St. Cloud tomorrow round 3:30 - 4 PM and I am out of here! Also, Cale is a Female-to-Male transgender and I'm damn proud of him. I don't care about gender because it's what is on the inside that counts! :heart:
Uguuu.. I'm so excited!
Much love, Sweet-Melody21 (https://www.deviantart.com/sweet-melody21)
Update, Update, Update!
Uh... Yeah.
Don't mind the title - I don't know what I was thinking when I came up with the title. To be honest, I don't know what a lot of my words mean anymore.. :XD:
Well, just an update for now I guess! I'm still going to AnimeDetour 2012 this year and also going to AnimeIowa 2012. c: -- I promised my friend that I'd go one of these years since she came up to Detour last year. I owe her this at least... And since it's going to probably be warm down there, I'm going to go as:
Shizuo Heiwajima - Durarara!!
Gothic Lolita - My own design
Mafia!Romano - Hetalia
That's all I have planned at the moment!
No More Drama
Hello! :wave:
To be honest, I'm done with all the drama in my life. I've moved on with my life and in time, some of the "friends" that I've gained will reveal their true-selves into light. Until then, I'll pretend to be their "friend" until they decide to tell me the truth. I'm happy with my life and I don't chose to label myself with a sexuality because whomever I'm happy with I'm happy with. To be honest with myself, I'm better off by being by myself for a long while.
I'd honestly rather focus on my schoolwork than a relationship -- but this is just me to be honest. I'm happy with the life that I have and I'd rather immerse myself in my s
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