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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: My Oh My - Aqua
Well, I thought it might be good to update on what my plans are and what is going on in my life thus far. Not that anyone cares - I just thought that I'd share my thoughts and my ideas with you guys. All I hope is that you read this and give me some feedback? Ha-ha. :giggle:

#1: Since I last updated, a lot of things have happened to me that I think are significant to mention. I got a job in early June, which I'm happy about; unfortunately, it's at McDonald's. It sucks, but money is money - right? Anyway, I also got a volunteering job at the library down the street from me to keep the rest of my time occupied.

Also, it's been over three months since me and my boo have started dating--which is a good thing. I seriously will break down if this relationship doesn't last longer than my last two and will probably give up on relationships for a while if this one fails. But, I know this one may last a little over a year and that's a good thing then.

Although, let's not say that. It's bad luck to be talking about how long you think the relationship you're in is going to last long.

#2: As I was scrolling through my newly remade personal Tumblr, I found out that my second ex-girlfriend has a new girlfriend. Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for her and that she moved on from me. When I read about it on her page, I felt sick to my stomach and thought, 'I wasn't good enough for her - even if I bought her things, wrote her poems and showered her with love - I wasn't good enough.'

Then, after talking to my current boyfriend (Caleb), he explained that I was feeling guilty and that I should bury that part of my heart that wants her back. I did what he said and occasionally, the thought of talking to her and revealing myself to her will cross my mind. But, I squash that idea -- all I know is that I'm happy for her, I really am.

It hurts from time to time and when I tend to catch myself thinking about her, so I just banish all thought of her from my mind. Then, I return to normal and I go back to what I was doing originally.

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Well, that is all that I have to share with you folks! Thank you for reading and leave your feedback if you want (or can), I'm off to bed seeing as it's past 2 in the morning where I am.

Love you guys! :heart:


Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I am:
- 19 years old.
- In college.
- In a relationship.
- Enjoying life to the fullest.
- An inspiring poet.
- Looking for more friends!

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vanessacloud Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello fellow Deviant! I noticed that you like Blood+ & I was just wondering , would you consider joining the Blood Plus role play group ? Because our group was founded a month ago, we are in desperate need of members , it'd be nice if you agree to join. Should you choose to join, the following characters have already been claimed : Saya, our founder,Otonashi---Saya , Diva,our co founder ,  Diva---blueroses, Mao, Mao-Jahana , Min is mine, min-talkativehappy  , Hagi,Chevalier--Haji I eagerly wait for your reply.
Madam--Kitty Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi! would u like to join my group? here's a link if u do.
GreenwavesInactive Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2012
Hello there Russia! :dummy: Hey, remember this place? [link] We're trying to get it active again and all inactive accounts are getting deleted on January 1st. Just let us know if you're planning on coming back! :heart:
Sike-Redwolf Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the faves!
Time-Pirate Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2012  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch! <3 ;u;
ArtfulAnarchy Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for adding Artful Anarchy's Avatar: the Last Airbender Fire Nation Cosplay {[link]} to your favorites c:
Galactic-Otopus Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
This is old but thank you for the favorite on my cosplay picture..! >////<
puppyrock3 Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks for the favorite~
leashed-freak Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thx 4 :+fav: my "Red Riding Hood [Steampunk] I" ^^ [link]
RoseDescendant Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2012  Student General Artist
thanks so much for the fave :D <3
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